Mind overload

Blah! Right now I'd just like to scream into a pillow.  I hate when things eat away at me, I over analyze the situation till I'm sick in my stomach and mad at the whole world. Its slowing getting better till I see a stupid comment that gets me all worked up again.  Sometimes I think technology is the bane of our existence.  What ever happened to the phone?  I think God likes to play with us sometimes, slamming a whole bunch of crap on us to see if we have the strength to come through the other side.  I'm trying so hard to be a better person, I let my mouth get away from me and actually spoke up...I need to go back to the timid little follow along and just does as I'm told and let people walk all over me.  When I do that things are peaceful and I'm able to just let things slide. BLAH!  And I think we just need space, space is a good thing....we are not really "burning the bridges" per say we are just walking away from them for awhile...for the good of us all...and that is my peace on that.