Vent

The last two weeks have been hell.  The boys and I have been sick and its just not going away.  Tristen came down with it exactly two weeks ago and still has the barking cough and sneezes like nothing else.  Then a week ago Phoenix comes down with it, and is just HORRIBLE.  I thought he was clingy before, but god now is so much worse.  I can't leave the room, have to wipe his nose every other minute listen to him scream, wine, cry, fight with brother.  He hasn't eaten a good meal in over a week just sits and cries when I try to give him food.  Been to the doctors twice now, first time for his wheezing and yesterday for a ear infection.  He gets nebulizer treatments 3x's a day along with now ear drops 3x's a day I also have to fit in there all the thearpy work i'm supposed to be doing with him and somehow keep my house running on top of me being sick.  I just give the heck up.  This morning Phoenix wakes up at 5:30 am due to coughing and coughs/throws up a huge pile of slime covering myself and him and then I'm called grumpy.  I'm sick, haven't slept a single good night more then 4 hours in over a week and I have no right to be grumpy?  RAWR.  I don't complain, I'm taking care of two boys a grown man and myself and I'm just soooooooooooo tired.  Phoenix was supposed to get his Botox shots next Wednesday but I'm going to have to push them back probably till February now since he needs two weeks free of antibiotics, and we have a MRI in the beginning of January so we don't want him going under twice in one month.  On top of all this we are dead broke and I'm stressing out on how we can cut corners to get by till Friday, and till we get our food money next week.  The stress of everything is killing me, and I'd just really like a break.

End rant.